Saturday, July 24, 2010

Perfect-Hedley

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

5:18 PM

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

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yunru

4:16 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

im back! *cheers n applause* anyway i've been slacking agn. coulnt be bothered to post. nothing 2 post rly. hmm anyway i spent a lot of times writing nw. less drawing. sme of u might hav read broken stone XD i stopped that after chap3. so nw im writing random bits of stories. so hres one i just wrote last nite:

Her name was Chelsea Killington. A perfect girl with golden looks and a model personality. Everyone loved her. Or at least who they thought she was. As her long blond hair flapped in the wind, she looked up at the full moon. It was time. Her sky blue eyes started to flood with crimson red. Her nails grew long and sharp into claws and her nail polish cracked and fell to the floor as tiny pink crystal fragments. As she reached up to brush her hair out of her eyes, they were straighten by themselves and turning into a mortifying black. As she opened her mouth to taste the fresh air, her tongue had turned into a strange shade of blue green. She grinned and her fangs glistened in the moonlight. She had turned into a beast.

Mike was shaken. It was the first time in his life he was so smitten by a girl. He had every girl he wanted but this one was different. The others were toys but she was the one he loved. Their promise was a clear reminder that she was not a dream. Let's meet by the lake on the day the moon shines full and bright, she had said. And tonight was the night. He sat there staring into the face of the moon above. He was waiting for her and he would wait until the end of his life for her to arrive.

She couln't help laughing. His love-sick expression and nervous composure. She found it hilarious and meaningless. What was this love these people felt for her? She couldn't help feeling curious about it. "Chels, is that you?" He called into the darkness. "Hell yeah, it is." As she stepped out of the shadows, she grinned at his stricken expression. "You're a monster? Where's Chels?" He was shaking his head in fear and shock. Laughing hysterically, she replied in a coy voice, "But I am," she raised a hand above her head and started walking towards the small shaking creature, "And you are my sacrifice tonight." A scream escaped his mouth before her hand stuck his neck and his world turned black.

lalala~ thats the end. so cliche i no. bt who cares? no1s reading this anyway Xp
yunru adele

12:33 PM

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! havent posted for a million years-.- sry ppl. cause JODI KOH ask me to post so i will. ok.....my life is a FUCKING CRISIS!!! n if its ltj reading no its nt abt u so fuck off my blog. im still fucking pissed at u u fucking idiot. ok maybe im a bit too harsh but who cares. FUCK OFF WHY R U STILL READING! ok. now... i lost my ability to draw! no seriously. i cant draw))): oh choir rocks my life. seriously. love u all(((: ok maybe not thats just lesbian. anw sec4 farewell on fri(: so sad sec4s r gone. will miss them all, especially the short one(: hmm wonder wad to draw 4 them. this post is so random. ok got a lot of new songs i wan 2 post so i'll just post 3(:

Umbrella Beach-Owl City
Stems and gears, oh how the daisies bloom
When chandeliers light up the engine room
Can you feel the drops as it starts to rain
There's an underwater Ferris wheel where I found the missing link to this island chain

Home will always be here, unseen, outta sight
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I'm waving goodbye
So I'll spread out my wings and fly

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

Home will always be here, unseen, outta sight
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I'm waving goodbye
So I'll spread out my wings and fly

I'll spread my wings and fly

Home is a boxcar and it's so far out of reach
Hidden under umbrella beach

The Truth-Kris Allen
Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear...aay
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air..aay

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down...ooww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's an avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...oww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...yeah
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth...

cant find the last song. p.s. IHATE JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!

3:06 PM

Monday, March 8, 2010

ok. nw im totally utterly bored to death. oh n U. dont think a im sry is enuf. prove ur worth if u want forgivness. anw. thx 4 listening to me(: n since im so utterly bored n pissed at a certain smebody who is nt frm tkgs btw, i'll post my newest poem...which is vry emo

ESCAPE
I forgot the brightness of the sun
I forgot the warmth of a hug
I forgot the smell of a forest
and also how to shrug
The light I see is from a lamp
all I feel is the cold dark walls
My clothes are damp anf dust-ridden
all I remember is your haunting calls
I feel trapped in this dark cell
but it's fine as I don't see your face
As the moon glowed that night long ago
you kept me with your unreadable gaze
You had forced me to do your bidding
and you locked me in the dark
Maybe if I had the courage
then escaping wouldn't be too hard
Like a ghost you had appeared
so with my anger I hit the walls
I cause them to crumble
to fall once and for all

5:28 PM

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

ok crazy pms-ing. anw just wan 2 let all readers which i assume is hardly anybody know that frm nw on i wont be posting too many posts anymre. also i will start posting my totally random poems due to lack of gd song lyrics(((: ok hres the emo side of me(:...

Creature of the Night
Under the shade of a tree
I sat alone
Watching the sun set in front of me
the yellow rays cast shadows
Above me are the birds that fly free
I watch in admiration
Hope for a future fills up inside me
as the birds fly away
The ball of flame that I can see
gets replaced by the moon
A ball of crystal hanging over the sea
that shines a strange yellow
I sit there facing the deep blue sea
counting the stars above
Darkness creeps over light above me
reminding me of the memories
Like a locked bird released free
to come and haunt
It make me once again want to flee
far away from here

Faint
A loud crack
didn't awaken me
it knocked me out
as I fell slowly

The world starts to spin
in circles again
the voices that call me
seem far and faint

Colours that flash
through my mind
become clear to form
pictures of some kind

The faces in my head
are familiar but strange
the sounds beyond my body
seem beyond my range

These pictures are memories
of my daily life
Am I dead already?
Can I still survive?

Until I feel the water
splashed on my face
I force my eyes open
escaping from the craze

lalala hope u enjoyed i guess

8:22 PM

Thursday, February 25, 2010

well...wad a long time since i posted. bt fuck it. fuck with the greetings. that bitch. she sure noes how to rub salt on the wound. fine i suck. im nt smart ok? i mean everybody expects me to do so well all because im frm this big ass primary sch n i hav smart ass brothers. tell u wad. im nt smart. u think i dont put in effort? well surprise to u i do. i do put in effort bt no1 realises it. please when i study u think any1 notices? bt when i dont they go wth go study! thats fucking unfair if u ask me. n also, i might nt be gd at math english wadnot. fine. dont tuant me for it. i like the arts. sry i LOVE the arts. i love music n art. i love all that 'useless crap' as every1 calls it. wad the fuck. i dun care. u wan me to get in triple science? sure. i'll just fail my way through life then. 'thrs no stupid ppl, only lazy ppl' u say. fuck u. u think im being lazy? please. i help every1 i can n i try my best at everything i do. so if u think im lazy then go fuck urself. FUCK U.

hres a song to chill

Vanilla Twilight-Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

4:03 PM