Thursday, February 25, 2010
well...wad a long time since i posted. bt fuck it. fuck with the greetings. that bitch. she sure noes how to rub salt on the wound. fine i suck. im nt smart ok? i mean everybody expects me to do so well all because im frm this big ass primary sch n i hav smart ass brothers. tell u wad. im nt smart. u think i dont put in effort? well surprise to u i do. i do put in effort bt no1 realises it. please when i study u think any1 notices? bt when i dont they go wth go study! thats fucking unfair if u ask me. n also, i might nt be gd at math english wadnot. fine. dont tuant me for it. i like the arts. sry i LOVE the arts. i love music n art. i love all that 'useless crap' as every1 calls it. wad the fuck. i dun care. u wan me to get in triple science? sure. i'll just fail my way through life then. 'thrs no stupid ppl, only lazy ppl' u say. fuck u. u think im being lazy? please. i help every1 i can n i try my best at everything i do. so if u think im lazy then go fuck urself. FUCK U.
hres a song to chill
Vanilla Twilight-Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
4:03 PM
